MAYBE THIS WILL HELP TO RETAIN THE MEMORIES/

hi there, blogging frm India now
I REALISE that I really don’t like doorbells because it means expectations (and things that I must maintain)
I had an honest to god thing in my mind and I’VE forgotten it and this fucking keyboard is fucking wonky and the DOORBELL JUST RANG AGAIN AND I’M ANGRY AND [...]

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I HAVE YOU BREATHING DOWN MY FUCKING NECK./

): It’s the perfect shade of malice + hatred + smiles for appearance sake.

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WE SAW YOU FROM THE OCEAN’S SIDE, FROM UNDER THE BOAT/

I hate secondary 3 because it’s all O’s next year and pressure and omg am I gonna retain/drop to NA? and everyone seems to fucking have a raison d’etre and all I have is a dismal pass in geography, an intermediate grasp of math, a dubious 50-60 range in english (appalling, to say the least), [...]

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break a damn.

there’s a non-exhaustive list of things that can make me shed tears/burst into self-deprecation/sob/tear things into half and A math is probably one of them. Along with Pure geog (and it’s results) and maybe the aftereffects of trying to convince myself that ‘ I don’t really care’ then lulling myself into a pit of dispair [...]

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tell your friends about my achy breaky heart.

I want to be able to write a post like this one day:
today I talked to someone I’ve never thought that I’ll talk to but sadly I can’t because I’ll never branch out of my social circle and be less conscious of how I appear because I am Superficial ):

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be the new face of failure

Okay I’ve just gotten news that log equations are tested and I’m totally clueless, so for the time being I’m just going to lie here and ponder why everyone seems to have a raison d’etre but me, why everyone seems to do really well and in the end not finish my tamil essay and not [...]

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make me a servant, bend my body to your will.

I can’t find nothing at all,
if there was nothing to find.

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I am puffy eyed and frustrated. ‘Nuff said.

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fucking CB schl. YOU WANT TO PUT 2 PAPERS TOGETHER IS IT? FREAKING STUPID OKAY!
TWO SCIENCES TOGETHER!!!
wah lou FUCK YOU K
PURE, SOMEMORE. people got a lot to study one, fuck y’all go screw yourselves.
SOMEMOER FUCKING BITCHES MAKING NOISE DURING FUCKING E MATH PAPER AND FUCKING E MATH PAPER I AM GOING TO DO REALLY BADLY [...]

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I ‘ m not mad at you.

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